My husband says you can't say you an actress but you hate auditions, but its the truth i hate auditions they make me look like i made a mistake to choose this career but yet again i didnt chooese this career it chose me i was chosen by it. I dont like the idea of competing and waiting in a que wich its a a diplomt statement becouse its part of my calling to stand in a que and be a nervous wreck.
I went to an audition it was filled with few south african well known artist respected in their calibre that on its own freaked me out. i asked my self what am i doing here i cant compete with these guys they like my heroes in art,yet again they are human beings doing their job description which is auditioning...actually mine too!
I cant face rejection.
I love theatre but hate auditions im hoping one day i will get a call that says "philisiwe sithole im calling to ask if you would like to be part of the show, film,concert we are doing." well i have to create that in the experience iam getting from the show i will be doing te gig i wll be perfoming in but it starts with an audition its hard to hear NO, but its part of me part of my calling.....
It was nice to see that those hero's and well known artists also had to do an audition:) But I am sure they hate it as much as you.
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